I’ve learned I am forgetful
without you here to
remind me
of the day to day things
like taking my pill every morning
getting enough sleep
or visiting the doctor when I should.
It’s been many weeks
since I remembered
to take the small
blue pill
that balances
chemical reactions
and levels inside.
At my next doctor’s visit
when they run their tests
placing my blood under a microscope
they will notice my routine has changed
and nothing is balanced—
that something is missing
right down to the composition of my cells
but only I know
what is really missing.
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- mmcfarland483
- "Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love...well, that's just fabulous." -Carrie, Sex and the City
3 comments:
Beautifully sad writing.
this makes me ache.
on a more practical note, SMTWThFS pill boxes near my tooth brush kept me from ever getting pregnant. except for that week where i kept forgetting to brush my teef.... close call.
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